Sunday, June 7, 2015

One Month

It has been one month since Rudy died.  It's not getting better.  It's getting worse.  I have read a little about grief and, apparently, I am at the stage where the numbness is wearing off.   Last night was one of the worst yet.

I still can't believe he's gone.  It seems like yesterday I thought he was incredibly strong and healthy.  And so funny and full of life.  How on earth can he be gone?